In memory of Xu Wei Lun 13th November 1978 - 28th January 2007





GOD IS SO DAMN UNFAIR TO HER!
why why? why things happen so sudden? *sobsob*
she died in a car accident.
and the car became like this!
all because of that stupid lorry driver.
he must be feeling very guilty of KILLING a pretty and cute actress.
all her fans will hate the driver to the core!
including me! T_T
till now,i still can't imagine that she is dead!
she is such a pretty and cute actress lorh!
when she is in the hospital,
li wei(ex-boyfriend) heard that she met with accident,
rush to the hospital man!
but xu wei lun's parent don't let him see her.
he bobian.
the following 3 hours.
he stand outside the hospital waiting her news!
this was so damn touching.
although they broke up long ago.
but i trully think that.
both of them still like each other very much.
god is always torturing those good ones.
kind-hearted people always die at a younger age!
if not arh.
those good in studies one,
will have some illness or what ever shit.
why why why?
i hate death!

okay, enough of the DEATH!
i shall say that 2007 is super unlucky for me.
alots of thing is bothering me all the while.
AND AND AND,
i got my first yellow form from that MS AW today!
she really S**** alots man!
after science lesson,
while walking back to class.
then saw her
of cause! kena caught!
no good things will happen after seeing her -.-
tomorrow still must go for ATTIRE CHECK lorh!
make me so damn hate her
only uniform mar.
need to do until like that meh
but i must be more careful tomorrow,
if not arh.
if she see that my uniform is okay,
she will "bu shuang" then pick on me one lorh.
she surely will say my hair,sock,finger nails and my earing de lorh!
she is always like this.
like to pick on people.
is this fun? NOx100!
this is my first yellow form you know?!
this YF break my record!!
hope that i can stop seeing HER face!
WTF.maybe i didn't pray enough ba!
that's why i ask my mom take me to temple tonight.
see this year got "fan tai sui" anot?
so many unlucky things happen to me.
i know i talked in a kinda "stupid" way?
BUT i am not being suspicious okay?
other than that,
i can't help but just to let myself continues "unlucky"
I DON'T WANT!
& i am not going to sit down, do nothing.
i will try to stop my 'unlucky-ness' before it get worst! =(
where are you?
my lucky star?