we baked pineapple tarts today,
during home econ!
it's taste kinda delicious to me.
i will be fun if she let us make more of this!
cookies/cake/bread etc?
then the lesson will not be so boring.
i am very glad that i finally scored well in my math class test!
i am shocked to hear ,how much i get!
which is super fulfilling!
SADLY,
i think that i may be failing my goegraphy test.
i didn't prepared will enough,
& i am rushing the paper so that i will have time to do my homeecon course work!
the most incredible part is that i FORGET to pass-up the test paper!
it's still on my table when i am back from homeecon.
i am so forgetful lorh =(
i had just found out something,
which i am really shock to hear that.
i am so disappointed with HER.
why she like to lie so much.
is LIE really that fun?
it may hurt someone whom had trusted her so much!
i don't understand her at all!
why can't she ,or instead everyone, just be a girl with an innocent personality?
why must everyone be so evil?
as everyone said,
"the more she treat you better,
the more she wanted to harm you."
& that's true!
i think i have to be more careful talking to friends.
i HATE BACKSTABBER!
especially those who say this infront of a person,
then say different thing infront of me!
I hate the ache I get in my heart when I see you ignoring me.
I hate that I still care for you.
I'm done caring for someone who couldn't care about me
& love me,
I hate that you are trying so hard
to be my friend!
Don't you understand?
I don't fucking just want
to be your "friend"!
It's either all or nothing
with me and you.
Because it's to hard for
me to be "just friends" with you,
but you don't care.
all your worried about is
your own happiness.
Honestly I hope you know
what you are doing.
because you just blew every chance you
had with me.
You broke my heart so badly that at times,
I thought it would never be fixed
& to tell you the truth I'm still in love with you.
So don't plan on running,
back into my life in a couple of days
because no way i am going to let you go!
