感情是毫无理智可言的 i hope you will see this. or you maybe doesn't even want to enter this website. but i still have to say a thousand times SORRY~ i know there's nothing i can do now. it's all too late. & you won't talk to me for , like ever. i won't blame you, but to only blame myself. giving you hope, and then destroy it within a split second. i also know very well that even if you see me anywhere walking on the street. you won't ever say hello to me . i appreciate everything you did. how you spent time accompany me. how you spent time typing those chinese words. how you never fails to make me happy. how you keep your promise. i very glad to have you this few months. i really enjoy myself very much during this period. i'll always remember everything we had. and i will forever keeping the message you've send me. never to delete it. sob.sob.sob i'm feeling very lost without you text-ing me! the days without your accompany is miserable~ can you please please please don't treat me like a stranger? can you just reply my msg. you can just pretend that i'm just a being-abandoned-girl on the street and talk to me~~ no matter what. i really have to say : i still treat you as my friend. my VIP friend. a friend which i seriously can't afford to lost. even thought we may not be talking to each other any longer. i also don't care if you treat me as a friend. & i think we will be like a 熟悉的陌生人. i really don't wanna treat you as a stranger i really don't know things will turn out this way. REALLY REALLY REALLY ): honestly, i love you when i'm with you this period. i'm not lying. but love isn't something you can control. if i can change. i wouldn't want this to happen. maybe to you, i'm talking non-sense here. i have to say : all this really coming out from the bottom of my heart last night i had a miserable night. waking up several times. thinking if i'm making the right choice. and each time, i feel like crying. i think you're not very happy too, right? i know it's too late to say REGRET. i don't have the right to say this word too. i can't do anything but to stuff myself with all the books. so i won't think of anything i feel very guilty that i did this to you. when you treat me so damn good. although it's a short short short period of time. i really enjoy&i won't forget
